August 2009
“Behind every real bitch, there’s a bitch ass nigga that did her wrong but made...”
– Katt Williams (via nicaaaack)
July 2009
7543.) Whenever I get really, really lonely (and...
(via blogsecret)
It’s only when I have those random ”cravings” that I’m scared of losing you in that way… But that’s not even possible anyway, we’re only friends. Hands down though, I am always scared of losing you as a friend, as close are we are up to now. I like where things are at. I don’t want it to be any less… But I also wouldn’t...
Today Fevens crazy ass ran to my house, so I went along with her to jog up and down 164th. We are crazy. It was so freaking hot!!! I guess it was refreshing, but mostly tiring… and dehydrating. And gross. Nasty chinky asian and mexican guys whistling. After that we just chilled at my house, ate some yummy watermelon, and watched Twilight<3 Feven NEVER saw it. And she loved it in the end,...
Camping
The weekend was fuuun<3
Friday
Got to Jim Creek early… But I thought it was pretty late. Like around 3 ish? Only TJ and Cathleen were there when we arrived haha so we just hung out with them for a while till Jeremy Arnold and Dana came. Then Jasmin Janessa and Mara. Then Terryll Andy<3 HAHA Jay R and Rob. It was sooo freaking hot, then it started raining?! So grosss cause it was...
“Feelings of hurt and betrayal still linger”
And with the most distinct things to trigger back those feelings, those memories of the awful pain I felt and went through. From specific songs, smells, most particularly the smell of your stupid cologne, to the flashing light on my sk trackball, the sound of the message alert I used at that time, to anytime I start to feel tears swell up,...
I will lose atleast 10 pounds before school starts. I’m so chubby haha. I seriously gained 12 pounds from last year… :(
Washington sucks
But then again… Forks is in Washington. Anyways I’m gonna start running to San Diego right now so bye
-Shaina
I’m mad cause I can’t look back and smile. I’m mad cause there’s nothing I can do to change that. Feelings of hurt and betrayal still linger, and that’s my answer. On the other hand, you’re brainwashed. You can’t realize anything she wouldn’t want you to. You are a completely different person, a person I am glad to have out of my life.
Girls day
Had a nice day of shopping with my mama and my sister. Haven’t really shopped in a while so it was refreshing haha. Tied it up with a goood bowl of pho, mmm. Yeah that’s all I had to say bye can’t wait for the weekend :)
-Shaina
Oh yeah, P.S.
No more of this picking me up and dropping me off, haha. Goodbye to my brothers car.
Purrrrfection
cfernandz:
shaina chavda,
tell me why this automatically made me think of you <3
<3dimepiece clothing. I want me a logo shirt
Omg, tell me why that shirt isn’t in my closet!? I MUST get this. Haha aw, I love you Colleen!
5655.) Every time I am truly happy, I feel like...
Story. of. my. life.
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AMEN.
I hate that
Yesterday was nice, getting to see and be with everyone at Shaelyns christening after party. Although we all sat in that one corner table literally the whole time, it was fun! We finally all re-united. Haha. Oh and good job to Krista and Yoshi on their performance, Krista has such a pretty voice :) Ate a lot of gooood food. Which reminds me… I need to cut down on that. I’m getting fat. I’m also...
Today was a pretty long, and fun day :) Woke up took a shower and got ready, finishing touches to my recent drawing, mall, ate with Katherine, went back home to 2739847 people at my house including my homeboyz Aeron Lester and Brylle, dropped Katherine off to the bus stop, mall’d with the boyz for a while
Our pretty faces
My favorite ex hahaha
I’m so hott. Bestestest...
She seriously made me do this
Haha, so Nicole messages me telling me to leave her alone. Does that make sense? And not just that, after she blabs all this nonsense, she blocks me from messaging her. Serrrriously? Hahaha. Well, I know you’re reading this right now. So here ya go
Yeah what you did was pretty pathetic. You’re pathetic. You’re stupid, immature, selfish, ignorant, and pathetic. You’ve got...
Last night I watched Gummo. It was the weirdest, funniest, and most horrible movie ever. Horrible because of the kitty killing :( but the rest of it was just creepy and amusing. Right now I’m on the way home from the doctors. Nothing to do today, tomorrow will be pretty busy. So tonight I’m just gonna relax at home and finish this drawing I’ve been needing to get to. New LA Ink...
“What am I feeling, its getting stronger
And I can’t hold it back for much...”
