Once summer ‘10 started… I became way too reckless and dependent.
Now that I’ve settled down, I got the chance to realize my recklessness was only a way of filling a void and suppressing something I didn’t want to think about.
I am also now remembering that, I need to love and care for myself before I love and care for someone else. No matter how big of a heart I have, no matter how tolerant I can be, no matter how much I want to help someone become a better person…
I need to become a better person to myself first.
“The most important relationship you have in your life is the relationship you have with yourself, because no matter what happens, you will always be with yourself.” D.V.F.
I’ve learned my lesson one too many times. I just need to keep in mind,
I am not lonely. I’m independent.